Since you are well on your way to experiencing the full manifestation of God, you may as well hang in there! In spite of it all, you've made it to HERE from there so make a decision today. "Will you stay the course and meet up with the plans that God has for you or will you forfeit it all because you can't seem to see the forest for the trees?" It's up to you, but remember... God made the trees. Selah.